Standing on the other side of a pseudo divorce, trudging through the muck that comes from a broken heart and home, and swimming through two years of full time college, working Mama, and single motherhood – I look at the wording “”just being a mom” and cringe. Because for me personally- for this Mama, for this career woman who toiled and fought to keep her “identity”, there is nothing more important than my role as their Mama.
Everyone knows that if you don’t have something nice (positive, uplifting, constructive) to say, you should say nothing at all. In some cases the good that unfolds from being completely honest far outweighs the safety one can feel in keeping family secrets, but this should be heavily weighed and does not come without a price. That being said, I have envisioned this exact post countless times in the last two years. How does one approach the subject of divorce? How does one preserve dignity and privacy while striving to be authentic? I found it hard to pen anything reasonable and fair while I was in the throes of heartbreak, while I was still in the relentless clutches of anger and bitterness. How could I make myself vulnerable in a post without divulging more than appropriate? So for the sake of benevolence (towards he and I both), I remained silent.
This is part two of the Prioritizing Parenting posts. You can read The Pursuit of Us: Part One here. In the past two months I have maintained hours at my job, taking me away from home 30 to 60 hours every weekend, while investing at … Continue reading Don’t Forget to Feed the Kids: Prioritizing Parenting in the Midst of Chaos (Part 2)
March 2013 was a big month for my little family. The S.O. (Significant Other- for those of you who are new here) and I both work relatively high risk jobs and we both encountered situations that made us stop and appreciate our health and safety. … Continue reading The Pursuit of Us: Prioritizing Parenting in the Midst of Chaos Part 1
The S.O. and I decided early on that we were not supportive of corporal punishment and agreed that we would not be implementing spankings on our children. I was spanked as a child and he was not, so we have had opposite experiences on this. … Continue reading “No” Times Twenty-One
I wrote this blog on December 20th but wasn’t able to get back to it until this evening. I thought about scratching it completely because its not the most organized compilation of thoughts. I guess though, that any thought, albeit random and rambling, is better … Continue reading Random Ramblings